The Truth

hey,

my experience in this world may be extremely minuscule, but there is one thing that i've learnt. The most buoyant force in this world is the truth. We may compare it to a dead man weighed down by a heavy stone on the sea bed. It is possible to hold it down for a PERIOD. But it won't be long before stone wears off or the rope that he is tied to snaps!!

It is also a very heavy load to carry.Sometimes, we shed some of it by sharing it with other. But what we don't realise is that we are in turn increasing their load and again, it won't be long before they decide it's too heavy for them and share it with some other person.

we all know these things. But still we trust. WHY????

okay. Imagine this situation. You are extremely (use a higher degree adjective if possible) close to this person. You share your most most private thoughts with him/her. You both know and trust each other to the maximum degree. And one fine day, you (very painfully) come to know that this person has been lying to you about something and that the lying has been going on for sometime now. what would you do??

And this happens at a time when you are just recovering from an already devastating experience with some people you thought were your trusted ones and one fine day, they just stop talking to you. this has already taken its toll on you and you've decided that you will never ever behave differently to different people. that you will take the path of unconditional love.

you are a person who loves being who you are and love the ones who love (even if they're only acting like they do) you more than yourself. You would go to any extent to help them.you might not be the kind that shows his/her love through kind words .You are about as subtle as a gun.(LOL). And this pretty much messes your reputation. But what about the ones that do really love you??? How does it feel when a blow comes right at your heart and threatens to rip you apart?? What would you do?

Decisions have to be made. the clock is ticking. And you're on the verge of losing it.. Will you talk about this to someone and risk everything yet again? Or will you just let the situation slowly eat you up from inside.... so badly that you no longer have an appetite?

It makes you want to cry... cry and cry till there are no more tears left. At the same time, your pride prevents you from showing the tears to anyone. You become forgetful, ignore people, get shouted at for not paying attention.... On top of all this, You're at the brink of a very important phase of your life where your decisions could change your life.

People seem oblivious to the turmoil in you. they are happy to see you smiling without actually realising that it is just a cover up. You still love people. But they see your flaws. You wanna do something worthwhile but are just laughed at. What would you do???

Have you ever felt the need to shout out loud to somebody "Bugger off!!! This is my life... I know what to do, when to do and how to do!!!", but never been able to? Maybe because the binding you share with this person is a little too strong and you also know that the person in question is actually a really fragile person who should be handled with care.

I know it sounds weird but i'm sure that most people would agree with me that the most scary seeming of them all are actually the most vulnerable and weak. There are many people you might come across during your daily life who seem to be in complete control of themselves but, in reality, they probably have the most chaotic of minds. the sense of control that they seem to exert is more often a truce to hide what is actually hidden in them. It takes good association and a keen eye to figure out these people and once you do, it will be easy to see through all those masks into the actual being inside.

Well now I come to the part of telling you why i wrote the above paragraphs. I want you people to tell me what it is that you would do if you were to deal with such a person. A person who you know is chaotic within but refuses to accept it. Beyond that he/she also tries to control your life and thinks that he/she is doing the right thing. What would you do???

Sunday 04th July

hello :-)

i watched raavanan today. Man was i excited to watch the movie what with prithvi lookin sooooo freakin hot!!! But the movie, how do i put it, was quite disappointing. But the locations were..OOH!!! awesome would be an understatement!! It was simply out of the world... No wonder they call it "God's own country".

The characters seemed a little shallow i think (Except for Vikram). Aishwarya looked quite ravishing (obviously) and Prithvi was the best. !!!

Gonna have dinner now... get back tomorrow

Bye....

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hey guys..... like millions of other people.... here i am trying to make sense of this phenomenon called blogging!!! for the past few months, i've been listening to this word 'blog' uttered by almost all of the people that i know.... so i thought..'what is actually so great about blogging? And why are people going so ga-ga over this?' and that's when i decided to try it out myself. Well, for all those seasoned bloggers...I AM A NEWBORN...!! I hope to get better but what you'll be reading will definitely add count to some of the lighter moments of your day.. Of that i can assure... oh yeah.. Please forgive this highly informal way of writing ... I've probably already broken more than a dozen rules in english by now.. But as far as you understand what i'm tryin to tell...YAY!!! Mission Accomplished... :-)